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THE THREE NEGATIVES
1. Never Use, Build, or Cause to be Used or Built, a Nuclear Weapon.
No one who builds or uses
a nuclear weapon can be the friend of CHORONZON. There are a great many
reasons for this and likely they aren't the same reasons you yourself
might have for also feeling this way. It is an egregious abuse to the
mind of the individual, to humanity, to life itself, and to the planet
and its elementals that there is no repentance for it, and those who
aid in their use in any way may well become designated enemies: which
is to say, targets for metaphysical-level psionic dissolution.
The triple-triad sigil of CHORONZON
is not a radiation symbol: the triangles on a radiation glyph point in the opposite direction.
2. Never Sacrifice a Breathing Thing in my Name, or
to my Current, or to any God or Devil.
Killing a creature for food, or in
self-defense, is part of the cycle of life, and thus is not forbidden;
murdering any breathing thing for solely religious or ritual purpose
is a wasteful and cruel abomination. If you would sacrifice anything
in the name of CHORONZON, let it be only your energy and devotion. Only
Time demands sacrifice from you, and it is OF you, at the end of your
span. No further divine sacrifice is necessary; this is the ultimate
"animal sacrifice". Sacrificing an animal in CHORONZON's name
shall put you in the bad graces of the one bearing that name - it won't
be forgiven. You could start feeling like the creature you sacrificed,
while it was alive under the blade...and have it never end.
3. Never Self-Denigrate.
How could a simple bad
habit like this be so vile that it could ever be set on a par with nuclear
war and sacrificial murder?
Habitual self-denigration is what leads to the sort of bad mental chaos
and personality unravelling that is wrongly attributed to CHORONZON's
influence; thus said entity is adamant about its erasure, being tired
of taking the blame for this dissolution, but that's only one problem.
Far more important is that it anything that so deeply weakens the ego
will makes one's mind a far less effective vessel...and on top of that,
it makes CHORONZON repelled; dwelling at the threshold of ego and non-ego
makes ego decay discomfiting. ("Ego death" in a transcendent
consciousness experience is not the same thing; that is a temporary
state, while ego decay is more permanently affecting.)
People tend to get into the habit of abasing themselves before their
peers because they assume that it will be interpreted as an act of humility
or humbleness, or read it as a sign of awareness of one's faults
that ostensibly would set them in another category from people who completely
lack any cognizance of their habits, looks, or mental capacities. It
seems to get done most often for the latter reason: when someone realises
that there are people who will laugh at others who do not understand
that they appear to be unattractive or stupid, they begin to self-denigrate
as a sort of "damage control". It is usually done in the mode of a joke. But it's not ever funny.
The sad irony is that when
one denigrates oneself, the denigration ("ugly", "stupid",
"ignorant", "deficient", et cetera) becomes
the perceived reality by the person(s) to whom it is communicated, even
if such had NOT been the perceived reality beforehand. Habitual self-denigration
then grinds that perception into stone-written fact...then the results
of this sap the energies as this perception becomes even more deeply
stone-written in the self-denigrator's OWN mind, as the message - "ugly",
"stupid" or whatever - begins to bounce back to the
self-denigrator from more and more persons who are made to start seeing
the self-denigrator in these terms - and they then transmit that awareness
back - either in communication, or if they are too kind and/or polite
to say it out loud, psionic transmission. They think it. This
is bad enough, for even if a person does not have active psionic abilities,
their mind will still receive such signals in its non- and sub-conscious
zones, and they thus become integrated into the mental processes. THIS
is what damages the psyche so deeply, not CHORONZON.
If you self-denigrate, stop it. If you do it habitually, it will
be harder than you'll have ever imagined. CHORONZON - or another godform
with whom you have rapport and support who also finds it abhorrent,
and most will - can help you. You don't even have to "call on"
the entity, though sometimes silently uttering the name to yourself,
or visualising the entity's glyph, can cause you to remember that this
help is there for you. While ditching this abominable habit, if any
idiot reacts to you for "acting all sexy when you don't have the
looks for it" or says something like "You're so stupid you
cannot even comprehend your own stupidity", the best response is
no response at all. Do not try to think of some snappy insult to hurl
back at them, though if one comes to your lips immediately and you can
truly speak it in disdain for your detractor and not disgust
with yourself for incurring the detraction, let it fly! Otherwise,
keep your silence, walk away if you can, and affix your point of attention
to anything but yourself as soon as possible.
After you've stopped self-denigrating for a while, you may begin to
notice that people will begin to have more respect for you; even if
it's not entirely overt, it's there. Stop self-denigration for a year
or so, and a remarkable thing occurs: the problems you were self-denigrating
about to begin with are very likely greatly lessened and may even be
gone completely; if the denigration had been based on an issue you
can do nothing about (like how old you are, or a physical disability,
or your ethnicity, sexual preference, whatever) the concern you had
about the issue will have become far less prominent in your mind, or
even come to have no prominence at all, its prominence-space replaced
by other things that are actually important.
CHORONZON does not only dissipate or disperse things one would not wish
to have this done to; given respect and belief, this entity will help
to dissipate or disperse parts of yourself you're BETTER OFF WITHOUT;
his power to heal psychic disease is known to so very few, but it is
vast and wonderful; all it takes is knowing that it can happen--and
the more it does happen, the more this will be strengthened.
The ugly, ineffectual walls your own panicked mind erects around itself
become as sand once again, as undesired thought-forms are reduced
to the primal chaos of the Precreate, with which can be made better
things. What used to be a view-blocking, imprisoning psychological
blockade will become exploded into fragments which are then rearranged into better systems.
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